17 forever | andy6336's Blog

I had a friend at school who recently got in a car accident and died instantly. He was 17 and a senior at my high school. it came out of nowhere and i admit that i cried. he was the happiest kid. he was always laughing or cracking jokes. and now he is gone. i just dont have words to explain how shocked and numb i am. he was so good. everyone loved him and i cant understand why it had to be him. ive done a billion bad things in my life. i have a really bad rep where i live so wouldnt it make sense that i would go first? This world doesnt make any sense.